Ok, so I have sorta out of it. I’m sure none of you have noticed…….. *cough, cough*
Here’s the truth.
Motherhood is difficult on the soul. Even if you have one of the world’s most adorable babies, because let’s face it. I have one of those. LOL Granted, she is amazing. She is a great baby. But I’m human and this ginormous change can be really taxing on my soul some days.
But that’s only one of the reasons why I feel uninspired to write here.
Ever since I thought that my mother has found this site, I have felt suppressed and nervous. Other family members and some real life friends stumbled upon here, which ultimately was fine. But it took some getting used to.
Frankly, this blog began turning into something I wasn’t expecting. CENSORED.
I thought about shutting down this blog, but then I thought it would make me a quitter. Then I thought about making it private. But I don’t really have enough readers to do that. It just seems silly.
So here I sit in limbo about my formerly secret blog.
I really don’t know what to do.
So today I’ll give you what you probably want to see right now anyway. My little girl on video in pictures!
———Ok so apparently I can only upload my video’s to facebook. Bummer. So I lied and you will get only still shots. Anybody have any advice?———-
My sleeping angel
Her two month pictures. Every month I am posing her in the same way with the same outfit…. er, diaper only, to see the remarkable change she will be making this year!
Tell me that is not one of the most precious things you’ve ever seen. ADORABLE. You know, if I do say so myself.
While we were hanging out in the pool with some friends, this is what my Peanut did. Nap. With her awesome froggy legs.
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she is just ADORABLE!
Comment by bekah September 21, 2009 @ 6:44 amSuper cute pictures!! I love seeing all the updates.
I totally get what you are saying about your blog. Because I DO know that my mom reads mine, I have been very hesitant to post anything. There’s so much going on in my life right now, especially with my grandma’s health (she was just diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and has been in the hospital for 3 weeks). I would love to be able to blog about everything going on, but I feel like my mom will end up using things against me (which she has done!). And since I have now officially cut her out of my life because she’s a jacka$$, I still don’t want to post things that she can see. I was thinking about making mine private too, but had the same quandries as you do. I was even thinking about starting a new one that she wouldn’t know about. Not sure what to do…..
I do hope you continue to blog though. I love seeing all your updates. Especially about Bradyn. She is growing too fast!!!
Comment by dcokequeen September 21, 2009 @ 8:28 amshe’s beautiful. those are soem serious cheeks.
Comment by jenni September 21, 2009 @ 10:38 amShe’s so beautiful. And I understand the change…I went from being a full time career woman to a stay at home mom of one, then two, then three all in three years! I’m just now getting the hang of it. You’ll learn as you go and you won’t remember what life was like before she came into your life. Hang in there!
Comment by stephanie September 22, 2009 @ 11:07 amI have a different “problem”…all I can seem to post about it my little man! I can’t get enough.
And damn does your peanut have the BEST cheeks! And love the leg rolls in the bottom shot too!!!
Comment by April September 24, 2009 @ 7:14 pmYour little girl is so adorable!! I know I dont post alot anymore but I do enjoy reading your blog.
I hope you don’t go private!
Comment by jessica November 11, 2009 @ 9:12 amYour little girl is so adorable!! I know I dont post alot anymore but I do enjoy reading your blog.
I hope you don’t go private!
Comment by jessica November 11, 2009 @ 9:13 am